Title: ask me when the shooting star falls
Pairing: Kame/Nakamaru
Wordcount: 3028
Rating: Slight R
Warnings: ANGST, fluff
Summary: It started with a night of mild drunkenness and Kame finding out that Nakamaru has terribly low alcohol tolerance.
Notes: Something experimental. Thanks to![[profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
pinkeuphoria1, all other mistakes are mine.
( They call Kame an enigma, the book nobody can read, the music score nobody can play, an indiscernible form of art. )
Pairing: Kame/Nakamaru
Wordcount: 3028
Rating: Slight R
Warnings: ANGST, fluff
Summary: It started with a night of mild drunkenness and Kame finding out that Nakamaru has terribly low alcohol tolerance.
Notes: Something experimental. Thanks to
pinkeuphoria1, all other mistakes are mine. ( They call Kame an enigma, the book nobody can read, the music score nobody can play, an indiscernible form of art. )
fairy tales/history - kame/junno
May. 14th, 2012 03:42 amTitle: fairy tales/history
Pairing: Kame/Junno
Wordcount: 1042
Rating: PG, very
Warnings: Slight fluff I guess, slight angst too I think
Summary: Once upon a time, there was a boy named Taguchi who had a friend called Kazuya and they lived happily ever after. Almost.
Notes: Forcease11, one of the many late birthday presents. Thanks to pinkeuphoria1, all other mistakes are mine.
( Kame decides that Taguchi’s some kind of alien )
Pairing: Kame/Junno
Wordcount: 1042
Rating: PG, very
Warnings: Slight fluff I guess, slight angst too I think
Summary: Once upon a time, there was a boy named Taguchi who had a friend called Kazuya and they lived happily ever after. Almost.
Notes: For
cease11, one of the many late birthday presents. Thanks to pinkeuphoria1, all other mistakes are mine. ( Kame decides that Taguchi’s some kind of alien )
candid - kame/nakamaru
May. 7th, 2012 01:06 amTitle: candid
Pairing: Nakamaru/Kame
Wordcount: 4042
Rating: PG
Warnings: Teeth-damaging fluff, limited knowledge of photography, glossed-over porn, rambles, and I think Nakamaru’s kind of stalkerish in here
Summary: As a “Congratulations for Entering College” gift, Kame buys Nakamaru a camera.
Notes: Forpaint_asmile, a late birthday gift. Sorry that this doesn’t have angst nor actual porn :/, but I still hope you like it!
Inspired by this set of photos, along with this set of photos, and maybe this. Companion music is either this or this, pick your choice :P Special thanks tokyjr, who came to my rescue at the last minute to help with betaing. All other mistakes are mine, feel free to point out.
( Seeing him in still is not like seeing him in motion and in real, because Kame in still form has a kind of ageless beauty in it. )
Pairing: Nakamaru/Kame
Wordcount: 4042
Rating: PG
Warnings: Teeth-damaging fluff, limited knowledge of photography, glossed-over porn, rambles, and I think Nakamaru’s kind of stalkerish in here
Summary: As a “Congratulations for Entering College” gift, Kame buys Nakamaru a camera.
Notes: For
paint_asmile, a late birthday gift. Sorry that this doesn’t have angst nor actual porn :/, but I still hope you like it! Inspired by this set of photos, along with this set of photos, and maybe this. Companion music is either this or this, pick your choice :P Special thanks to
kyjr, who came to my rescue at the last minute to help with betaing. All other mistakes are mine, feel free to point out.( Seeing him in still is not like seeing him in motion and in real, because Kame in still form has a kind of ageless beauty in it. )
Make a throw - Ryo/Kame
May. 5th, 2012 03:22 amTitle: Make a Throw
Wordcount: 2329
Pairing: Ryo/Kame
Rating: R
Warnings: Sexual situations, vagueness, language
Summary: Ryo has decided what to do when the die stops.
Notes: Written forholly_berri for mini_ryo, originally posted here, beta-ed by pinkeuphoria1.
( It’s his zen moment, when the one and only person who matters is himself. )
Wordcount: 2329
Pairing: Ryo/Kame
Rating: R
Warnings: Sexual situations, vagueness, language
Summary: Ryo has decided what to do when the die stops.
Notes: Written for
holly_berri for mini_ryo, originally posted here, beta-ed by pinkeuphoria1. ( It’s his zen moment, when the one and only person who matters is himself. )
voci del mare - kame/jin
May. 3rd, 2012 01:32 amTitle: voci del mare
Pairing: Kame/Jin, Jin/Meisa
Word count: 3075
Rating: R, for non explicit sexual situations and language
Warnings: Vague and messy timeline, based on canon ie Meisa, angst (I think), not enough porn
Notes: Title means “voices of the sea” in Italian (thanks,wintersdancer!), language chosen for no reason, it just sounds nice ;) Satsuki in here actually refers to Meisa, as it’s her real name, or at least according to wiki.
Written fornightinbird, for ![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png)
kizuna_exchange, originally posted here. Amazing, amazing podfic by becquinho here.
ETA: Also thanks to these two ladies for their help in betaing,pinkeuphoria1 and scorch66.
For this fic, I sort of subconsciously chose this song as its soundtrack.
I sorta really love how this turns out, because it was also written at the very last minute when I almost gave up. So. Like Siúil A Rúin, I consider this one a personal favourite. ♥
Summary: He just wants to be with him, like the love song he knows they were meant to be.
( To Jin, Seishun Amigo is the anthem of their distance. )
Pairing: Kame/Jin, Jin/Meisa
Word count: 3075
Rating: R, for non explicit sexual situations and language
Warnings: Vague and messy timeline, based on canon ie Meisa, angst (I think), not enough porn
Notes: Title means “voices of the sea” in Italian (thanks,
wintersdancer!), language chosen for no reason, it just sounds nice ;) Satsuki in here actually refers to Meisa, as it’s her real name, or at least according to wiki. Written for
nightinbird, for kizuna_exchange, originally posted here. Amazing, amazing podfic by becquinho here. ETA: Also thanks to these two ladies for their help in betaing,
pinkeuphoria1 and scorch66. For this fic, I sort of subconsciously chose this song as its soundtrack.
I sorta really love how this turns out, because it was also written at the very last minute when I almost gave up. So. Like Siúil A Rúin, I consider this one a personal favourite. ♥
Summary: He just wants to be with him, like the love song he knows they were meant to be.
( To Jin, Seishun Amigo is the anthem of their distance. )
Comfort - Kame/Nakamaru
May. 3rd, 2012 12:44 amTitle: Comfort
Pairing: Nakamaru/Kame
Wordcount: ~524
Rating: PG --> yup <3
Warnings: (more or less) Established relationship
Summary: Sometimes comfort is just lying in bed for just a few more minutes, waiting for the moment when Kame finally feels like waking up.
Notes: Forscorch66, your puppy eyes won. Hope you like it, gambare for your final exam on later! Thanks to pinkeuphoria1, as usual, all other mistakes are mine. Feel free to point out if any.
( “It’s time to wake up already?” )
Pairing: Nakamaru/Kame
Wordcount: ~524
Rating: PG --> yup <3
Warnings: (more or less) Established relationship
Summary: Sometimes comfort is just lying in bed for just a few more minutes, waiting for the moment when Kame finally feels like waking up.
Notes: For
scorch66, your puppy eyes won. Hope you like it, gambare for your final exam on later! Thanks to pinkeuphoria1, as usual, all other mistakes are mine. Feel free to point out if any. ( “It’s time to wake up already?” )
Siúil A Rúin - Maru/Junno
Apr. 9th, 2012 12:26 amTitle: Siúil A Rúin
Pairings/Characters: Nakamaru/Taguchi
Wordcount: 8219
Rating: PG
Warnings: AU, vague timeline, sappy wartime romance, lack of porn, angst, implications of abuse in military
Notes: Events in this fic more or less happened sometime early 20th century-ish. Title taken from the traditional Irish song of the same name, apparently sung by women whose husbands went to war. Here’s a link to the version performed on Flatley’s Lord of the Dance, which I listened to as I edited this fic.
Written forje_levy for fic_the_faith, originally posted here. Betaed by pinkeuphoria1, as usual, thank you for the last minute help. <333 All other mistakes are mine. I think I remembered certain parts requiring editing, but I don't know where are they now.
I really like how this turned out to be, when I had less than a day (because the deadline was..the day itself, and I had to recreate another story from the scratch because the previous draft didn't work out) to plan and write the entire story. In a way, I consider it one of my best works yet, considering the depth the fic ended up showing and the timeframe used to produce this.
Summary: Nakamaru was about to begin a journey away from everything that represented his honour and it seemed like he had been assigned a companion in the form of Taguchi.
( They met a few times before that day, mostly in passing. )
Pairings/Characters: Nakamaru/Taguchi
Wordcount: 8219
Rating: PG
Warnings: AU, vague timeline, sappy wartime romance, lack of porn, angst, implications of abuse in military
Notes: Events in this fic more or less happened sometime early 20th century-ish. Title taken from the traditional Irish song of the same name, apparently sung by women whose husbands went to war. Here’s a link to the version performed on Flatley’s Lord of the Dance, which I listened to as I edited this fic.
Written for
je_levy for fic_the_faith, originally posted here. Betaed by pinkeuphoria1, as usual, thank you for the last minute help. <333 All other mistakes are mine. I think I remembered certain parts requiring editing, but I don't know where are they now. I really like how this turned out to be, when I had less than a day (because the deadline was..the day itself, and I had to recreate another story from the scratch because the previous draft didn't work out) to plan and write the entire story. In a way, I consider it one of my best works yet, considering the depth the fic ended up showing and the timeframe used to produce this.
Summary: Nakamaru was about to begin a journey away from everything that represented his honour and it seemed like he had been assigned a companion in the form of Taguchi.
( They met a few times before that day, mostly in passing. )
innervate - Ryo/Kame
Mar. 7th, 2012 10:49 pmTitle: innervate
Pairing: Ryo/Kame and not-so-significant doses of Nakamaru/Kame, Ryo/Ueda
Wordcount: ~4300
Rating: (not-so-explicit) Porn
Genre/Warning: Canon, kinks (blood, orgasm denial, biting), not romance, too much sex, (then again) not enough porn, Kame’s unrequited crush on Nakamaru, language, distinct lack of cuddling, too many arguments, characters who wouldn’t fall in love, hypothetical substance abuse, manipulative!Kame, manipulative!jerkass!Kame, really!manipulative!jerkass!Kame (but really, Kame’s kind of a bastard in this one), snarky!Ueda, painfully!naïve!Nakamaru, etc
Notes: Written formaayacola & elanielyn for capslock_turtle's Kame Rarepair exchange. Originally posted here. Thanks to pinkeuphoria1 for her invaluable help, as usual *__*
Summary: For them it’s an endless chase, a game with no rules. For the others, it has become a spectator sport.
( When Kame comes with a delicious groan, Ryo’s left shivering and wondering if Kame had taken him apart with that blood-soaked kiss and then reconstructed him into an aphrodisiac he can call his own. )
Pairing: Ryo/Kame and not-so-significant doses of Nakamaru/Kame, Ryo/Ueda
Wordcount: ~4300
Rating: (not-so-explicit) Porn
Genre/Warning: Canon, kinks (blood, orgasm denial, biting), not romance, too much sex, (then again) not enough porn, Kame’s unrequited crush on Nakamaru, language, distinct lack of cuddling, too many arguments, characters who wouldn’t fall in love, hypothetical substance abuse, manipulative!Kame, manipulative!jerkass!Kame, really!manipulative!jerkass!Kame (but really, Kame’s kind of a bastard in this one), snarky!Ueda, painfully!naïve!Nakamaru, etc
Notes: Written for
maayacola & elanielyn for capslock_turtle's Kame Rarepair exchange. Originally posted here. Thanks to pinkeuphoria1 for her invaluable help, as usual *__* Summary: For them it’s an endless chase, a game with no rules. For the others, it has become a spectator sport.
( When Kame comes with a delicious groan, Ryo’s left shivering and wondering if Kame had taken him apart with that blood-soaked kiss and then reconstructed him into an aphrodisiac he can call his own. )
soundtrack/illustration - Ryo/Ueda
Mar. 7th, 2012 10:47 pmTitle: soundtrack/illustration
Wordcount: 3193
Pairings/Characters: Ryo/Ueda
Rating: G
Warnings: None
Notes: Written forryoda_love's Valentine's Ficolate Challenge, originally posted here. Thanks to pinkeuphoria1 for betaing <33
Summary: That evening after he failed his first konbini job, Tatsuya started drawing again.
( Ryo’s life has been the textbook definition of irony, stretched out over more than two decades. )
Wordcount: 3193
Pairings/Characters: Ryo/Ueda
Rating: G
Warnings: None
Notes: Written for
ryoda_love's Valentine's Ficolate Challenge, originally posted here. Thanks to pinkeuphoria1 for betaing <33Summary: That evening after he failed his first konbini job, Tatsuya started drawing again.
( Ryo’s life has been the textbook definition of irony, stretched out over more than two decades. )
Happy Together - Jin/Pi
Mar. 7th, 2012 10:45 pmTitle: Happy Together
Wordcount: 1649
Pairing: Yamapi/Jin -> YES. THIS IS NOT A LIE.
Rating: PG
Warning: Jin’s mind. Porn-less. Cheesiness.
Notes: I have never read a Pin fic prior to this. I still don’t know why I decided to do this.
Written formaiamcw's birthday. Happy birthday, Maia! Originally posted here (locked).
Summary: Sometimes Jin forgets Yamapi’s name.
( Who needs a real name when not even your best friend remembers it? )
Wordcount: 1649
Pairing: Yamapi/Jin -> YES. THIS IS NOT A LIE.
Rating: PG
Warning: Jin’s mind. Porn-less. Cheesiness.
Notes: I have never read a Pin fic prior to this. I still don’t know why I decided to do this.
Written for
maiamcw's birthday. Happy birthday, Maia! Originally posted here (locked). Summary: Sometimes Jin forgets Yamapi’s name.
( Who needs a real name when not even your best friend remembers it? )
Dusk - Nakamaru/Kame
Jan. 22nd, 2012 07:13 amTitle: Dusk
Wordcount: 3682
Pairing: Nakamaru/Kame
Rating: PG-13, aka no porn
Warnings: Sap. Sorta established relationship. Fluff.
Notes: This ended my 3-month long NaKame drought! I wrote this during one of the most miserable times in almost a year, so pardon the strangely dark undertone in this. Thanks topinkeuphoria1 for the help, <33 you infinitely.
Summary: A love deeper than the deepest ocean is nothing but a myth waiting to be busted.
( Kame’s not Ranmaru; but if Kame were Ranmaru, he would have acted the same way. )
Wordcount: 3682
Pairing: Nakamaru/Kame
Rating: PG-13, aka no porn
Warnings: Sap. Sorta established relationship. Fluff.
Notes: This ended my 3-month long NaKame drought! I wrote this during one of the most miserable times in almost a year, so pardon the strangely dark undertone in this. Thanks to
pinkeuphoria1 for the help, <33 you infinitely. Summary: A love deeper than the deepest ocean is nothing but a myth waiting to be busted.
( Kame’s not Ranmaru; but if Kame were Ranmaru, he would have acted the same way. )
.monologue - Hotta/Bemu
Jan. 1st, 2012 06:48 pmTitle: .monologue
Wordcount: 5623
Pairing: Hotta Katsuhiko/Bem (Inu wo Kau to Iu Koto/Youkai Ningen Bem)
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: No significant spoilers for either dramas, post-Inu, pre-YNB. Genre-wise: Futurefic, ANGST, messy timeline, strange formatting, awkward sexual situations, not enough porn, slight vagueness, shy!awkward!Bem, shy!awkward!Bem who keeps looking at the floor
Notes: This fic is sort of fragmented into two, with the left indicating the present and the right indicating the past.
Written for![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
krysyuy for ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
je_holiday, whom I had (too much) fun lying and trolling during the entire course of writing and posting. I'm sorry for all the trauma I inflicted by writing this to you and I promise you I'll write something happy for them. Someday. Originally posted here. To krys, the "dear Krys" note in the original is obviously fake. Please don't kill me. /runs
Thanks topinkeuphoria1, as usual, for helping to beta, and the various handholders. Thank you guys :(:(
Summary: Hotta was different. He was not just another human waiting for Bem to save.
( Time always stands still for Bem. )
Wordcount: 5623
Pairing: Hotta Katsuhiko/Bem (Inu wo Kau to Iu Koto/Youkai Ningen Bem)
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: No significant spoilers for either dramas, post-Inu, pre-YNB. Genre-wise: Futurefic, ANGST, messy timeline, strange formatting, awkward sexual situations, not enough porn, slight vagueness, shy!awkward!Bem, shy!awkward!Bem who keeps looking at the floor
Notes: This fic is sort of fragmented into two, with the left indicating the present and the right indicating the past.
Written for
krysyuy for je_holiday, whom I had (too much) fun lying and trolling during the entire course of writing and posting. I'm sorry for all the trauma I inflicted by writing this to you and I promise you I'll write something happy for them. Someday. Originally posted here. To krys, the "dear Krys" note in the original is obviously fake. Please don't kill me. /runsThanks to
pinkeuphoria1, as usual, for helping to beta, and the various handholders. Thank you guys :(:(Summary: Hotta was different. He was not just another human waiting for Bem to save.
( Time always stands still for Bem. )
Title: The Fourth Music Room
Wordcount: 1605
Rating: PG-13 for non-explicit sexual activity and language
Genre: Romance-ish, angst-ish, fluff-ish, I-don’t-know-ish
Pairing: Koki/Jin and Kame/Jin if you put a microscope on it
Warning: This fic is rather, how should I put it, claustrophobic?
Note: Forpinkeuphoria1, Happy birthday! I’m glad I started and finished this on your birthday :D Since nobody wrote you Koki/Jin, I might as well do it.
Thanks toprologuesized for looking over this, any corrections are welcomed :D
Summary: Outside the room, Jin’s his bandmates, co-worker, one of his friends. Inside the room, Jin’s his lover, confidante, the only one that matters.
( It became the tiny little corner he used as a hiding place. )
Wordcount: 1605
Rating: PG-13 for non-explicit sexual activity and language
Genre: Romance-ish, angst-ish, fluff-ish, I-don’t-know-ish
Pairing: Koki/Jin and Kame/Jin if you put a microscope on it
Warning: This fic is rather, how should I put it, claustrophobic?
Note: For
pinkeuphoria1, Happy birthday! I’m glad I started and finished this on your birthday :D Since nobody wrote you Koki/Jin, I might as well do it. Thanks to
prologuesized for looking over this, any corrections are welcomed :DSummary: Outside the room, Jin’s his bandmates, co-worker, one of his friends. Inside the room, Jin’s his lover, confidante, the only one that matters.
( It became the tiny little corner he used as a hiding place. )
Uninvited - Natsume/Bemu
Dec. 13th, 2011 02:20 amTitle: Uninvited
Wordcount: 1826
Rating: PG
Genre: Slight angst, slight romance, slight friendship
PairingNatsume/Bemu (Youkai Ningen Bemu)
Warning: Spoiler-ish up to episode 8
Note: This one more or less follows the vein of this, and I am having too much fun with the style.
Beta-ed bypinkeuphoria1, who’s the angelic-est angel to ever angel-ed.
Summary: Bemu saves people with a godlike speed, dashing, dashing and dashing to help those in need.
( Evil comes tapping uninvitingly, knocking, knocking, and knocking against the door like a plague. )
Wordcount: 1826
Rating: PG
Genre: Slight angst, slight romance, slight friendship
PairingNatsume/Bemu (Youkai Ningen Bemu)
Warning: Spoiler-ish up to episode 8
Note: This one more or less follows the vein of this, and I am having too much fun with the style.
Beta-ed by
pinkeuphoria1, who’s the angelic-est angel to ever angel-ed. Summary: Bemu saves people with a godlike speed, dashing, dashing and dashing to help those in need.
( Evil comes tapping uninvitingly, knocking, knocking, and knocking against the door like a plague. )
Like a Flower - Koki/Jin
Dec. 4th, 2011 01:57 pmTitle: Like a flower
Wordcount: 813
Rating: PG
Pairing: Koki/Jin
Notes: None
Summary: Once upon a time, Jin was the apple of Koki’s eyes.
I almost forgot this existed
( Kame-chan’s the cat, Koki likes to say. )
Wordcount: 813
Rating: PG
Pairing: Koki/Jin
Notes: None
Summary: Once upon a time, Jin was the apple of Koki’s eyes.
I almost forgot this existed
( Kame-chan’s the cat, Koki likes to say. )
Mirage - Natsume/Bemu
Nov. 23rd, 2011 03:55 amTitle: Mirage
Wordcount: 1543
Rating: Somewhere between PG-13 and NC-17
Genre: Slight angst, slight romance, slight fantasy, slight everything else
Pairing: Natsume/Bemu (Youkai Ningen Bemu)
Warning: Spoiler-ish up to episode 5, weirdness, not enough porn
Note: Foralternatejess. Because this came to me suddenly and I sort of tailored to your taste, at the best of my knowledge. Hope you like it (albeit the lack of length..)! Thanks to pinkeuphoria1, who beta-ed this with a superhuman speed.
Summary: Bemu’s a mistake, and Natsume’s a fool who keeps making it.
( Bemu is a hero and he had once been Natsume’s saviour. )
Wordcount: 1543
Rating: Somewhere between PG-13 and NC-17
Genre: Slight angst, slight romance, slight fantasy, slight everything else
Pairing: Natsume/Bemu (Youkai Ningen Bemu)
Warning: Spoiler-ish up to episode 5, weirdness, not enough porn
Note: For
alternatejess. Because this came to me suddenly and I sort of tailored to your taste, at the best of my knowledge. Hope you like it (albeit the lack of length..)! Thanks to pinkeuphoria1, who beta-ed this with a superhuman speed.Summary: Bemu’s a mistake, and Natsume’s a fool who keeps making it.
( Bemu is a hero and he had once been Natsume’s saviour. )
Preincarnation - Kame/Yamapi
Nov. 15th, 2011 11:56 amTitle: Preincarnation
Pairing: Kame/Yamapi
Word count: ~2790
Rating: PG
Genre/Warnings: Established relationship, slice of life, vague timeline
Notes: Written forgreatfountain for amigo_exchange originally posted here. Thanks to pinkeuphoria1 and scorch66, who both endured my rants and survived the cardiac arrest because I announced that I wrote this at the very last minute.
Summary: Kame wishes that he had the power to look into the past.
( “I wanna know what I was before I was born.” )
Pairing: Kame/Yamapi
Word count: ~2790
Rating: PG
Genre/Warnings: Established relationship, slice of life, vague timeline
Notes: Written for
greatfountain for amigo_exchange originally posted here. Thanks to pinkeuphoria1 and scorch66, who both endured my rants and survived the cardiac arrest because I announced that I wrote this at the very last minute. Summary: Kame wishes that he had the power to look into the past.
( “I wanna know what I was before I was born.” )
Broken Open - Bemu/Natsume
Oct. 29th, 2011 08:10 pmTitle: Broken Open
Wordcount: 1813
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst
Pairing: Bemu/Natsume (of Youkai Ningen Bemu)
Warning: Spoilers up to episode 2 of Youkai Ningen Bemu.
Note: New OTP! Title taken (because I’m super lazy and super uncreative) from an Adam Lambert song. Thanks topinkeuphoria1 for betaing.
Summary: Bemu wants Natsume to see his ~real face~.
( The next time he transforms, Bemu doesn’t immediately revert to his human form. )
Wordcount: 1813
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst
Pairing: Bemu/Natsume (of Youkai Ningen Bemu)
Warning: Spoilers up to episode 2 of Youkai Ningen Bemu.
Note: New OTP! Title taken (because I’m super lazy and super uncreative) from an Adam Lambert song. Thanks to
pinkeuphoria1 for betaing.Summary: Bemu wants Natsume to see his ~real face~.
( The next time he transforms, Bemu doesn’t immediately revert to his human form. )
Title: Spectacle
Wordcount: 1045
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst?
Pairing: Bemu/Natsume (Youkai Ningen Bemu)
Warning: Spoilers for episode of the drama Youkai Ningen Bemu
Note: I hate how this was written in 30 minutes. This was first written after the airing of episode 1, and I left it unposted until I wrote Broken Open, and was astounded by the similarities in ~theme~ for these two fics. Thus this will be the Bemu false start XD. Uncrossposted.
Summary: Bemu wants to believe, maybe just one more time.
( He wants to know what it is like to believe in a human who doesn’t want him to leave. )
Wordcount: 1045
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst?
Pairing: Bemu/Natsume (Youkai Ningen Bemu)
Warning: Spoilers for episode of the drama Youkai Ningen Bemu
Note: I hate how this was written in 30 minutes. This was first written after the airing of episode 1, and I left it unposted until I wrote Broken Open, and was astounded by the similarities in ~theme~ for these two fics. Thus this will be the Bemu false start XD. Uncrossposted.
Summary: Bemu wants to believe, maybe just one more time.
( He wants to know what it is like to believe in a human who doesn’t want him to leave. )
